Nov 16, 2022
The itch
The itch is
back.
The same
as last year.
Deep within
and under
my skin.
Always
prickling
and asking
to be
scratched.
It’s spring here and pollen counts are high. I’ve never suffered hay fever like the rest of my family does — but perhaps my body does?
Or could it be a Louis Hay moment of learning?
“Probable emotional cause of skin problems is anxiety and fear. Old, buried guck. I am being threatened”
Most likely yes to that too.
Or maybe it’s just about the itch itself?
Which feels so good to scratch — but then hurts after.
I was an itchy kid growing up. Eczema made me itch — a lot.
And back then the treatment was to suppress it with nasty creams that probably aren’t helping now.
But I do think the cycle is repeating for a reason.
And perhaps it’s to do with the anxiety and fear from my birth into this world and lifetime.
You see I got stuck during birth.
Like really stuck.
Chin caught for what must have been an eternity for my mother, until I was forcepped out.
And I recently re-experienced this process through a circular breathing exercise in the company of trusted guides.
It was scary as shit.
I literally felt like I was going to do die.
Being squeezed.
Not being able to breathe.
In limbo.
Terrified.
My fear.
My mother’s fear
all in one.
Until the
release and
the gulp of
air.
I’m guessing it’s all this and a few things more (diet, stress, life :))
And with this awareness and help of my homeopath, chiropractor and other angels in my life I’ll work through it.
But I sense the answer lies deep within
Doesn’t it always?
Love to you all.
Mick
